Not exactly in a sober state of mind. About 40 ounces of alcohol in. Been about a week since I've had a drink, but right now it helps me cope. Haven't touched a smoke in nearly two weeks, progress is good I guess.
Well anyway, wish I had more good things to say. Going on with life at the moment and letting each day go by and trying to make something with it. But its hard when there's no end goal for that day. Internal issues seem that much bigger when you don't really know whats coming next.
A big realization since I've been home. The setting has been the same since I left, but the people, it's all different. I'd say I now only know less than 1% of the people I used to hang out / talk to in HS. But still glad that some of my boys are still with me to kick it like old times.
song of the day: Nas - Stay
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