LIFE! unfinished

Truthfully, or in better terms, in my opinion, one who goes on a mission to search for the meaning of life needs to do more than what he expects himself, he would need to look and interpret other peoples' thoughts as well. Matching together pieces of the puzzle can help contribute to solving for the answer. I myself try to look into other peoples views, but I don't quite get it. This is due to me being a deep thinker, whilst assuming not many people are. Anyways...
You cannot just look down on everything, being pessimistic will weigh you down from seeking the answer. You need hope and confidence. I would assume only a 'sad' person would go out an seek for the meaning of life, but that's not my only reason. The pain and suffering we have underwent through the years brought us where we are now. I could not picture anyone whom lived a perfect life, that person must be too shallow to admit any problems he has endured. Even Jesus didn't have a perfect life, there is no such thing as a perfect life, unless your definition of perfect is living in happiness after going through pain and distraught.
I went through it all for a purpose, as we all have. The mere thought of my soul ever stepping place on this earth triggers me to seek for the answer. I have not read so much about the bible, so some of my opinions could be counteracted. God must have placed me on this world so that I can experience love, grace, and happiness. You may ask, why do we all suffer, why do we all go through pain, living? These are the trials and tribulations of life, God's test. Remember, love is the strongest emotion, and you mustn't anything overcome it, but you also have to remember you need to be careful.
One will most likely not find an answer if he chooses to go one route in his life. You can control your destiny, depends on which route you take, and how you plan and handle it. We all have a destiny, if we didn't, we must be living a meaningless life. You cannot be quick to assume though. How odd is it that, out of 6 billion souls, you were created, and became part of this world? Each mind is it's own, it develops, and naturally you'd ask why were you placed there. Each soul enters the earth empty, and it's your mission to fill it up, YOU put in what you want, you make what you want out of life. Being a failure and not even trying, that is just a waste.. God wants you to keep love in your soul, yourself, this is your image, so that one day you have a place in heaven.